harekrsna hare krsna krsna krsna krsna krsna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare

Monday, December 26, 2022

O' Krsna! No worries now Hawaii! I wont be taking your food stamps or my cousin's'..... I wont eat your spam!

Dear John,

 As you probably know by now I have been ousted  and displaced from the state of Hawaii by your buddies the FBI/Military that give you snacks and perks for doing their bullying because you think they are so cool! I am in exile from my home.  Obviously, I am not coming back because I may get physically assaulted  due to my sincere religious beliefs and I am concern that in the event that I am physically assaulted  I may be left badly injured if not killed and this concerns me because I don't want to end up in one of your hospitals that are short staffed and poorly equipped. Currently, I am in no man's land but the medical facilities here where I am now are much better and although the future is not looking bright I will not take your food stamps or my cousins' . I will allow myself to starve! My body My choice! I have eaten enough. O' Lord Gaura you are the all-pervading Supersoul the effulgence of Braman is the luster of your extremely beautiful body there is no other reason for this disgusting soul to be here other than to serve you! I know that I am not just here to eat, sleep, shit, and be lustful over things and stuff.   I ask for your causeless mercy to allow me to just think of you and nothing else.

What is a prisoner of conscience : https://www.uscirf.gov/about-uscirf/about-us

What is the International Religious Freedom Act 1998 https://www.congress.gov/bill/105th-congress/house-bill/2431

I will not take your welfare money or section 8! You can keep your COVID-19 economic Impact payment card with the stimulus payments! In 2020 when the 45th President of the United States Donald J. Trump was in office and the first economic stimulus payment was sent in a form of a check I had no other choice but to use this money to pay my rent after the management of the company that I worked for retaliated and wrongfully terminated this event happened right after I received counsel from Legal Aide Hawaii by the way Legal Aide Hawaii works very closely with the Federal Bureau of Investigation  ( I did not know that at the time)   I was  also not aware that  the Federal Bureau of Investigation had close ties with the former employer that wrongfully terminated prior of me being hired at that company.  I did  everything humanly possible to not loss my job.  At the end, the management of this company really liked using this phrase "You are fired!" when they terminated me and the human resources director a female Caucasian woman of this company said to me "Don't talk about us!"

 Right after this event, as another form of retaliation from the Federal Bureau of Investigation the State of Hawaii Unemployment insurance (for those of you who do not know,  the Federal Bureau of Investigation works with the State of Hawaii Unemployment insurance agency )  this agency withheld my unemployment benefits. knowing that I did not have any money in the bank  to cover my rent in order to get me out of the State of Hawaii. After I was hire at the job of the assisted living the Federal Bureau of Investigation / Military realized that I was not leaving the State of Hawaii, they released my unemployment benefits; but not before calling me while I was at work checking up on me! How can I help you? They did the same thing the second time that I was wrongfully terminated from the assisted living, once again I filed for Unemployment to cover my rent, while I found another job, they withheld my unemployment benefits again, and avoided my phone calls, hang up on me purposely, they would not return my calls, and then when I found another job one of their  agents from the unemployment agency call me, taunting me she said, " Can I help you?" knowing that I was working and that I could not file for unemployment benefits insurance because I was already employed. This happened right after I got the job at U-Haul in Kailua Kona Hawaii.

I was employed at U-Haul, the manager of that place named Michael Condon, who works for the Federal Bureau of Investigation an ex marine  cut down my hours without letting me know  severing my ability to pay my rent knowing that this would create emotional distress because he knew how much I had in the bank. He left me no choice but to leave the company, when I submitted my request for the remaining  unemployment benefits to cover my partial rent cost that was available to me , the woman who was assigned to my case from the Hawaii unemployment Insurance agency accused me of quitting my job and denied my remaining employment benefits. This Federal employees who work for the state of Hawaii  notoriously grant   funding to the people in the State of Hawaii  who are their friends or people who collaborate with the military and Federal Bureau Of Investigation  as informants  or bullies  or for the women and man who do sexual favors for military personnel and others, even if this people do not qualify for unemployment or Well-fare benefits, such as food stamps or disability. benefits  the Federal Bureau Of investigation knows that this people are committing fraud and they turn a blind eye. What to say of the Law makers of the state of Hawaii who are very much involve in this corruption and fraud  through check and balances law makers who steal millions upon millions of dollars  from the American People with the assistance of the Federal Bureau of Investigation. Setting the example for the entire world to follow. 

Let me very clear, I come from a very poor ignorant  family a working family who who has no interest in filing for unemployment benefits because they like to work and keep their jobs. I am the first person in my family who was forced to file for unemployment benefits because I was wrongfully terminated from two jobs that I really liked  Why? because I filed a complaint  with the Hawaii State Justice Department. Moreover, my sincere religious beliefs do not support for maharanis/nuns or Monks to live off of  government assistance programs. We'd rather beg on the streets and live under bridges and forests, beaches, we are completely homeless, destitute, impoverished, abandoned by any desired for materialistic pursues. Our only business is to chant the maha mantra hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare!  we are surrendered disciples of Sri Krnsa's Caitanyas causeless mercy! Sri Krsna's Caitanya lotus feet is the "only" shelter and food  that we need, just the fact that we are incarnated in a human body and not in the body of pig in a slaughter house is enough mercy for us to be satisfied . We vaishnava devotees reserve the right to maintain the integrity of our way of Life.

Let me very clear, my family has received a lot of merciful and generous treatment from American people. I have received so many wonderful opportunities to grow and learn and to achieve the ultimate goal of life to be servant of Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabhu and learn to love god again. I absolutely, love the United States of America and the people who I have met here. Most of the American people would not tolerate the horrible corruption that has prevailed in their country nor allow the exploitation of other cultures and their natural resources but this military people  have guns and biological weapons such as the COVID-19 and more. They have perfected the ways on how to torture and to kill people without having to put people in jail or in  Guantanamo Bay.  Most if not all the American People are victims of a very much corrupted greedy ignorant military and justice department who have zero interest in creating a better world.  O' Sri  Krsna Caitanya Mahaprabu I ask for your causeless mercy to be granted to all of the people of the world who are at the mercy of this malign highly offensive military system that has done everything possible to derail humanity from the evolutionary latter and their  loving sweet connection with you by using  unimaginable force and fear. At the lotus feet of Srimati Rhadarani at the lotus feet of Sri Nithiananda Prabhu.

 The Federal Bureau of Investigation  monitors all your banking transactions ; they monitor your bank statements  in order to know how to bully you and when to bully you, and where to bully you, for those of you out there who don't know.. this is criminal behavior. Literally. they send trained  women, young adults, men with children to do visual harassment, audio harassment, verbal harassment, emotional harassment,  threats and intimidation on the street and at your job. Let me give you two examples of what the Federal Bureau of Investigation/ Military have done to me in terms of audio and visual harassment and intimidation .While in Hawaii, in more than 25  occasions as I walked by parked cars be it a in a parking lot or the street. There has been someone ( connected to FBI/Military in civilian clothing) in a car that immediately and he turns on the engine of the car purposely ( so that I can hear the sound of the car turning on)  to let me know that they are there.( Just the other day Saturday the 7th, 2023, there was a parked car next to the house where I live in right now that turned on the engine of the car  right as I was walking by and this time a man called me over,  there were two of them a male and female they were both of Latino origin) For those of you out there who don't know...  this is categorized as "stalking" and it is illegal';  the complaint that I submitted to the third district court in Kailua Kona Hawaii and one of the  reasons why the judge mercifully granted me a temporary restraining order  "TRO" was because the "Defendant" was stalking me. every night before I went to work,  the "Defendant" would anticipate the time that I was going to be exiting his unit and he would turn on a red light, I gave evidence of this in videos to  investigator McVay from Hawaii Civil Rights Commission. I take the action of turning on the engine of a parked  car  as I walk by or as I am coming out of a business as "stalking" and practicing audio harassment this is deliberate retaliation by the Federal Bureau of Investigation/military because part of the allegations that I reported in the complaint and one of the reasons why I got the "TRO" ( Temporary Restraining Order) was because the "Defendant" was stalking me. 

I am going to present one of the examples of how I have been visually harassed by the Federal Bureau of Investigation/Military. They use  random people (Latino, Asian, Hawaiian, minorities, Caucasian, African American  people who they know are money hungry people who do not have a problem lying or being a false witnesses or need their legal papers, people who have no issues hurting or killing someone as long as they are helped in some way or people who have a criminal record or have been released from prison) this subjects either catch up to me when I am walking by myself as they walk pass me and they look  at their watch and then they look back at me to see me react or  he or she stands in front of me and look at their watch.  ( my guess is to see if I react with hostility). This visual harassment was done by  an Asian female bank teller at HFS in Kailua Kona Hawaii by the name of "Diamond" I reported her malicious behavior to the other bank teller but I did not go into details. This visual harassment started when I worked at the assisted living, one my ex co-workers who is  a woman of Hawaiian origin light skin the mother of a US marine who collaborates with the Federal Bureau of Investigation/ Military  she was given the green light to bully me and to instigate physical assault while I worked at the assisted living ; this was the second job that I got after I got "fired" from the farm. 

 I reported the US marine's mother who did her best to create a hostile work environment and to get me beat up in the street (on behalf of the Federal Bureau of Investigation/Military) to the Human Resources director of the assisted living  ( female over weight Hawaiian who had just return to work from pregnancy leave)  she ignored me. I was also ignored by  the director of operations of this assisted living he is an overweight Caucasian blond blue eye male. I also reported to two kitchen managers one Male Caucasian the son of a doctor, the second one  was a female Caucasian that owned a pig farm in Maine (I gifted this kitchen manager a red knife as a get well present red was the only color available ) All of this people worked with Federal Bureau of Investigation/Military. (My guess is that they wanted me to quit the job and to leave the State Hawaii this is why they allowed and participated in the bullying and  ignored my concerns ) but I did not quit this job because I really cared and loved serving the residents of that assisted living, I  cared for them very much. Absolutely, the care and safety of all the residents of this assisted living was compromised by the Federal Bureau of Investigation/Military and the management of the assisted living that collaborated and allowed the severe bullying that I became a victim of  after I filed my complaint with Legal Aide Hawaii and Hawaii Civil Rights Commission. 

the management of the assisted living  scheduled me in a different shift so that I did not have to be around the  US marine's mother, but, she continued to bully me  and would wait around after her shift was over to see me come in, I, in turn, one day looked at my watch in front of her, to prompt her that her shift was over right after I did this to her,  random people on the street begun to look at their watches as I walked by them or when they were standing in front of me, he or she always tries to make eye contact with me to see how I would react. As some of you probably know, I was forced to  make a police report while employed at the assisted living because my life was verbally threated this event happened right after I was exempted from COVID-19 vaccination because of my sincere religious beliefs. I am nun/maharani and the kitchen manager and the director of operations maliciously shared this private information with all my co-workers they told them that I was exempted from COVID-19  vaccination and this made them very angry because they had to be COVID-19 vaccinated in order to continue to work there. ( for those of you who do not know... your employer/ management is not suppose to share your private medical records or any medical information about you with he people you work with, management sharing information about their employees with other co-workers or people they know is illegal. Moreover, medical personnel is not suppose to share medical information about their patients with anyone. ( I never told anyone that I was exempted from COVID-19 vaccination because is non of their business)  I absolutely, hold the Federal Bureau of Investigation/Military responsible for my second wrongful termination  from this job that I really loved, and the fact that I was accused of doing drugs. (Let me very clear I detest illicit drugs including alcohol! Alcohol ruined a great part of my life "my youth" and has destroyed my family's life and currently fentanyl  and marijuana is ruining the lives  of some of the young members of my family  and their high school friends. I detest any form of illicit drugs. I don't think that they are cool at all)

 I wont be collecting your social security! or applying for your Medicaid! I wont be filling for disability benefits! and you can keep my unemployment benefits.  I will not be stacking  on seeds and survival food reserves for that rainy day. I will "not" be hiding in underground bunkers,  nor will I be shuttled to the moon or to a space station  and I will "NEVER" have any form of illicit sex to get things and stuff or for pleasure, or to "Not" be evicted from a home by federal officer or to "Not" be forced to leave the State where I  live in . My religious deities Sri Sri Rhada Krsna,Sri Narasimha Bhagavan, Phralada Maharaja and Jaganatta Puri at their lotus feet really loved the state of Hawaii as their home. I am the caretaker and protector of these divine deities they are a direct representation of the supreme Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya at his lotus feet. Moreover, the divine beautiful deities that I take care of and protect are Lord Krsna Caitanya Himself.

 Further more,  I will not do any illicit drugs including alcohol. A violation of my sacred vows of observance of the regulative principles will delay my time here in this material world filled with suffering; and this to me is a worst sentence then being sent to Louisiana State Penitentiary  for life.  I will not allow myself to be intimidated by law enforcement for reporting or filing legal complaints to protect my rights as a human being  this will not discourage me from continuing to report perverse discriminatory behavior where I live or where I work  by law enforcement dressed in civilian clothing who prey on religiously observant women who are alone . 

You will not find anywhere in the sacred sastras Srimad Bhagavatan  or Bhagavad Gita anything in regards to religiously observant woman needing to dress in robes or veils in order for her to be  respected and protected by law enforcement. You will not find anywhere in the Bhagavad Gita or Srimad Bhagavatan  that "only" male devotees can shave their head and have a sikha or that a woman who has this kind of hair style is trying to be man . You will not find anywhere in the sacred sastras that a Maharani is suppose to allow herself to be abused  by men or other women because this is her karma and "She deserves it"  or that being incarnated in a female body is a punishment  or because this is "Kali Yuga" and women are suppose to be abused. You will "NOT"  learn that our Lord and Savior Sri Caitanya Mahaprabu gave his disciples the authority to hurt women in any way shape or form and to curse them into submission. Our Spiritual  teacher Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu left only 8 verses in a poem  known as the Siksastakan to guide us both  male and female devotees during this age of Kali Yuga this simple instruction helps us achieve the ultimate goal in life to "Love god". 

You will not find in the sacred sastras that a maharani is not suppose to work or otherwise this makes her less religiously observant or a "karmie" or She is not suitable to be ordained by Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya  as one of His "Swamis" You will not find anywhere in the sacred scriptures that a maharani is not able to be happy or to travel . You will not find in the scriptures that a religious observant woman is not suppose to rent to men or from men. You will not find anywhere in the Sacred Sastras that a woman cannot have male friends. You will not find any image of Shri Krsna abusing or beating up women or transmitting sacred Hyms  in the Bhagavad Gita and the Srimad Bhagavatam through his disciples   that verbally abuse and emotional abuse women by calling them "witches" or cursing them into sacred prostitution because of jealousy and envy. 

 A maharani/nun goes through the same purification process that a monk/ Sannyasin goes through when they chant the Maha Mantra.  Both the monk or the maharani have the opportunity to make the Lord their lover. This is what is taken place when Lord Buddha ( Another Avatar of Krsna)  is sitting under the bodhi tree in a full lotus position . Lord Buddha made the Lord his Lover too. and He Loved the Lord while sitting in a full lotus position. Lord Jesus Christ went through this process too. For Bhramanas/ Clergy to be calling women "witches" has not only cause countless femicides most popularly advertised during the Catholic Inquisition and later when the British colonized India. This way of men competing with women by getting them hurt has brought this civilization to the brink of oblivion. It was Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya  the supreme personality of godhead causeless mercy to  programmed into humanity a state of forgetfulness  in order for humanity not to remember His/Hers previous lives because not everyone would be happy with memories of when  they were a fish and that they were eaten by whale, and this merciful divine act of forgetfulness has become a big problem because most people in this world including Brahmanas/Clergy/ scientist confidently proclaim and influence others into believing that everyone can continue to exploit  and hurt everyone and everything because that's just the way it is, and that men can continue to hurt women and that all he has to say is "I am sorry!" or pay some kind of settlement. In most cases people who apologize turn around and do the same thing all over again because most people in this world really believe that when he or she dies everything is over so they can get away with genocides, massive rapes, destruction of natural resources, lying, cheating, stealing.

 I promise you that this reality is a very severe reality to fall into and that there  are worse realities than this reality that we share right now. When  we become aware of this axiomatic truth it helps our spiritual evolution our spiritual growth is the only important thing in life, your spiritual growth is the only savings account that you will take with you when you let go of your current incarnation and you can take that to the bank. Attaching your self to this temporary and very painful material world is the biggest mistake you will make in your life as a human being.  It's not normal for us to have to defecate and urinate and to stink and constantly be fighting one another we have fallen into an animal state of being.  So, for those of you out there who are doing your best to hold on to your integrity and observing god's commandments and religious principles please know that staying in that mode of "goodness" will deliver you from this material world. And, it does not matter if it appears that all this corrupt immoral people have all the fun and get away with atrocities.   I promise you that whatever we do to others, we will experience ourselves whether in this life or the next, "Time" is unforgiving "Time" is  eternal.  

Let me share with you an experience that I am going through right now.  As far as how reincarnation and the purification process works in my life. Just the other day, something happened that caught me by surprise and this made me realize  that at some point in my evolutionary latter I was a Pitbull and I liked to bark and growl and intimidate  women and men and that at some point while I was a Pitbull I bit a piece of someone's jacket off  and at another time I grabbed someone's pouch with my sharp teeth. I have literally just experienced this kind of treatment from a Pitbull and now I am  absolutely aware that I was a dog in one of my previous lives and I did this to someone. O' Lord Gaurachandra I offer my sincere obeisance I am the most fallen soul yet your causeless mercy has delivered me from the living  hell of being incarnated in a Pitbull's body and I am now in the body of a human being. I ask for your forgiveness for my mistaken way of  thinking that being in my current human body is worse than being in the body of a dog.  (Don't forget a soul can incarnate into the body of a dog repeatedly it is only the causeless mercy of the lord that rescues the dog from state nothing else).  I understand, that I could of been trapped in the form of a dog or even worse  in the body of a "worm" for millions of years and yet I am now incarnated in a human body. I understand that for a fallen soul  it  made take trillions of incarnations from lower bodies such as butterflies  or fish to reach the body of a human being. 

 O' Sri Gaurachandra! Going through karmic expiation ( facing the reality of life)  is not an easy road to travel for religiously observant women during this age of Kali yuga and on top of this having Brahmanas/Clergy consciously inflicting emotional and phycological trauma by using disparaging language when addressing Priestesses or Maharanis/nuns  such as the word "witch" and the phrases  "witch that has sex with demons!" "witch that eats human babies"  "witch that likes to get raped every night by evil spirits!" "witch that has sex with demons and has babies" this language   incites fear in ignorant people and later leads to the violence . O' all attractive supremely pure and virtuous Sri Krsna Caitanya only your causeless mercy will heal this severe offence  towards your female devotees committed at the hands  of your  male devotees and other clergy

On July 29th, 2020  during the time when the 45th President of the United States of America  Donald J Trump was in office a very intelligent medical doctor of African decent by the name of Stella Immanuel announced to the press a very good treatment for the COVID-19 virus that has in fact  shown very good results for people who have taking this treatment world wide but she also  used the spotlight very strategically to inflict misinformation and psychological trauma on behalf of the clergy and the military  about religious women having sex with demons and the  reason why this form sexual practice is the cause of  cysts and endometriosis  please click here  as you know the violence against women in Africa is literally unprecedented painful horror, this type of programming is done deliberately to mutilated  women's connection with god, dismembering any possibility of women to feel confident about embarking in their own spiritual journey to go back home to godhead or the spiritual world and instead exposing them to the  most heinous forms of violence from men and the women that support men who hurt women. Here we have the National Library of Medicine  Click Here sharing their findings of case studies of people who obviously do not follow the instruction that has been given to us in the Srimad Bhagavatan and Bhagavad Gita about the requirement for female and male devotees to have a spiritual teacher that is able to assist them in the process of purification and help  He/She  stay glued to following and practicing  the regulative principles such not doing any forms of illicit drugs or mind altering drugs or alcohol or meat eating and absolutely NOO! illicit sex even if he is cute or she is cute.  Most people especially in the West suffer from delusions of grandeur and they are certain that they are very powerful and that they are "god" and they chose to  do whatever they want, and hence the reason why  "Psyc -Meds" are a trillion dollar industry. When you try to be better then god you will fail in the worst possible way for a soul to fail.  We  maharanis or priestesses must strictly do our best to be observant  of Guru, Sadhu, and Sastra  we absolutely have to chant the Maha Mantra 16 rounds a day, or 64 rounds a day, practice the regulative principles  serve your teacher and your fellow devotees however you can, read the srimad bhagavatan and the Bhavad Gita daily if you have access to this holy books.  No excuses. And if you have the luxury to have an Oida Therapist like I do, treat yourself to the best. Your mental health is important.

I am aware that most people don't approve for men to have multiple wives. Although Shri Krsna had 16,000 wives they loved Him and they all had their own kingdoms . There is no man alive that can ever imitate such greatness and perfection "EVER". You will find articles online diminishing the Lord's abundance and generosity by distorting his greatness and saying that the Lord just gave a home to each of his  16,000 wives.  O' beloved lord Krsna you are the gracious benefactor out of your causeless mercy you make sure that you protect your adored Maharanis by not putting them in a perverse spotlight for sexual predators to fantasize about having sex with religious women but what are we to do there is no where to run. 

 Nuns/maharanis and male devotees are taught to not even consider ourselves devotees of the lord because we are the lowest of the servants of the servant of that servant of the Lord. We are aspirants of becoming devotees of the Lord because we are so filled with impurities from this life and from our previous lives ; to have to be forced to leave this state of humbleness and  to have to file a legal complaint with Legal Aid Hawaii because according to Huang Lam from LAMBDA legal's Help Desk , LAMBDA legal did not take cases such as the one that I presented to them and LAMBDA legal advise me to go to legal Aide Hawaii and Jennifer Gonzalez from Legal Aide Hawaii leaked the private document that I gave her to the public at large  without my consent and her actions led to the most horrible retaliation by  members of the military that are part of the Justice Department of the State of Hawaii that will potentially lead to my femicide. 

 Jennifer Gonzalez's actions were backed by  Attorney  Daniel Mistaik from legal Aide Hawaii and he said that uploading the private document that I gave her without my consent in to the court system is what they do;  to have to send continues group emails bothering people with my problems  in order to let everyone know that I was being bullied by this agency has made me very sad.  ( for those out there who don't know this and are reading this blog Legal Aide Hawaii was  not suppose to  leaked the private document that I gave them... What they did was very  illegal but the Department of Justice of Hawaii has their back and they honestly think that they can get away with  femicide  or a "hate crime"  because I am a minority) 

 They were suppose to protect me and advise me not to throw me under the bus. Oh! and by the way, what I said during the sessions with legal Aide Hawaii to Jennifer Gonzalez and Daniel Mistaik  that were paid for by a really good health insurance from the company that I worked for was in fact shared with the management  of that " Sp...... Farm." at Queen Kaahumanu Hwy ( that work very closely with the Federal Bureau of Investigation their drinking buddies)  that was providing health care coverage including my therapy sessions with the clinical psychologist of West Hawaii Community Health Clinic" were shared with the management of this company by this federal agency  and this led to a lot more bullying and retaliation from the management of this farm that did their best to force me to quit  and later  terminated me. Obviously, that was one of the many "Hawaii Justice Department/Military attack to get me out of the state of Hawaii. O' Krsna  whatever I did in my past life that brought out this unhappy experience please forgive me!" Obviously, I made some mistakes, that needed to be corrected! You are so merciful my Lord, and you have rewarded with good health so I can glorify your name. hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna krsna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare

All that the Federal Bureau of Investigation had to do was to apologize to me in a letter for making up false allegations that have damaged my character. False Allegations that began when I was renting a house in Hyperion Avenue  between the years of 2012 -2014 in Los Angeles California and I refused to have sex with one their agents by the name "Matt Ellis" this is probably a fake name. He was disgusted that I had a Mazer Archives Mouse pad by my computer monitor. I educated this agent very politely and  I told him that I was a renunciate and that I did not have illicit sex  with anyone he proceeded to intimidate me and in turn he lied and had me evicted from that home with the help of LAPD . After,  I demanded for him to leave the home that I was renting because he did not seem to understand what the word "No" means and it bother him that I was using the rent money from the tenants that I was renting to cover my own rent. O' lord of Lords supreme seer Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya you are the paramatma in the heart of all living entities the eternal witness the potency of your lotus feet is my shelter and refuge.

 All that the Federal Bureau of Investigation had to do was to make  sure that these agents that were sent to that home that I was renting at Hyperion Ave Los Angeles and maliciously fabricated a story about me  in order to get me evicted  and bullied that in fact  wasted so much of the tax payers money ( money that could of been use to build free homes for women )  following me across the country  (Just because it was a fun psychological experimentation to see what happens.  All of these agents should of been  fired but instead they continue to make up false damaging allegations  in order to prove their fictional narrative about their Guinea pig. I have been forced to file legal complaints and to bring in to light the sexual perversion that exists within the Justice Department of the United States of America who has zero respect for religiously observant women  especially when they are alone and this business model of Justice is replicated by  European, Central American and South American , and the rest of the world justice departments.

To be forced  to identify myself as nun/maharani to  Attorney Randy Compton from Hawaii Civil Rights Commission and to be maliciously persecuted by members of his staff shortly after created a very painful experience in my life that until this I have not recovered. For Attorney Randy Compton to omit my complaint of discrimination based on religion has brought a lot of hurt in my life.   Heather M Mcvay from Hawaii Civil Rights Commission  the investigator that was assigned to my case was very biased against me and ignore my request to take my case to court and instead force me to settle the case for whatever amount money the "Defendant" wanted to give me.  Moreover, she did not give me the responses that the "Defendant" gave to her that Attorney Randy Compton said that she would shared with me. I provided Heather M. McVay all the evidence that showed the "Defendant's" perverse psychological,  and emotional  abuse and the only thing that I could not give to her was the recordings  of the many conversations in which I told the "Defendant" that I was a nun/maharani  and that I followed very strict religious principles and the "Defendant" knew that I would not change my mind about this .  I told Heather M Mcvay  that all the money from the settlement that I requested the state of Hawaii  could keep but instead she sided with the "Defendant". 

As a continuance of Attorney Randy Compton and  Investigator MCVay from Hawaii Civil Rights Commission and her buddies vicious verbal,  emotional , visual, audio, bullying .  The day of the hearing when the "Defendant" and myself were scheduled to appear in front of the Judge the Hawaii Justice Department send a female Hawaiian woman in her early 30s to follow me into the courtroom from the parking lot ( this woman existed a "Red" truck it appear that there were more people in the truck with her. They made sure that I knew that they were watching me they made one loop around the parking lot where I parked my car)  later on in the courtroom this woman walked in front of the judge and flashed an 8 1/2 X 11 red card in front of the court cameras and everyone else that was present including the "Defendant"  who is a sociopath,  and dangerous.  I would like to ask the Hawaii Justice Department why they flashed a 8 1/2  X  11 red card in front the court cameras the day of my hearing. I  would also like to make them aware that I find their  intimidation and racist discriminatory behavior  very  offensive, and this offence is not just my offence to bear alone  but  all of the Maharanis/Nuns in Central America and South America  have been offended by this racist  behavior. And, although, you have crippled most of us with fear  because your military trains the soldiers in Central America and South America on how to torture and make religious people disappear this will not stop us from worshiping and loving Sri Krsna Caitanya and sharing his merciful message on how to reach god's kingdom and never again return to this miserable world!

Let me make this promise to your  high ranking generals who allow drug trafficking and sex trafficking to take place. I promise you that we are not your sacred prostitutes for your women beating  soldiers, who rape and leave young pregnant innocent  indigenous girls in rural areas suffering  without child support. We are not your sacred prostitutes for your women beating federal agents with high salaries or your women beating  teachers or your veterans or your rich man. I promise you that we will not be forced to become your sacred prostitutes in order to not be bully by you, or to not  have our lands, our homes, our water, our food taking away by you or in order to keep a job.  if I was a "Caucasian" non of this discriminatory and retaliation behavior would of taken place but because I am of Latino origin the US Justice Department / military really feels like they can get away with violating all the rights that protect me  and I disagree. I am god a fearing devotee surrendered at the lotus feet of Sri Krsna Caitanyana Mahaprabhu who is my attorney and my judge. 

Let me be very clear! Lord Sri Caitanyana Mahprabhu! O' Shri Krsna! is the highest authority that I answered to and serve, and HE is my "only" eternal Lover!  He is my everything! He is my "husband"  and I will not cheat on Him! I worship Lord Guara his beautiful golden skin! I worship Lord Gaura supreme personality of godhead!  I worship Him infinitely! My only goal in life is to worship lord Gaura!  Gaura premandi! Gaura Premanandi! Gaura Premanandi!  O' Lord Gaura teach me how to Love you and serve you! O' mi señor dejame ser un instrumento de tu amor! O' mi señor dejame ser un instrumento de tu amor! O' mi señor dejame ser un instrumento de tu amor!Using my eternal lover's name in  vane is a very severe offence that would cause my fall (incarnate)  and prolong my stay in this perverse painful material world filled with so many miseries. And, not necessary incarnated into the body of a woman. I am a god fearing female aspirant to become a devotee, I had no intention in keeping a cent from the settlement from this severely offensive crime that required for the State of Hawaii to use it's funding  (tax payers money that could of been used to build free home for women with children who do not get child support)  simply because the Federal Bureau of Investigation continues to slander me and defame in order to make me another "femicide" . (Not all nuns are Christian) Vaishnavism that is part of Sanatana Dharma is not cult is a religion founded before Christianity, Judaism, or Islam. O' Shri Krsna you are the supreme personality of god head all the demi gods in creations are your arms and legs attached to your extremely beautiful transcendental form you are life and soul who can possibly deceive you or win you over with lies  what is to become of such unfortunate soul that dares to defy you with cunningness and wit in order to make a point..

Even after I got the stipulated order of protection to protect myself from the "Defendant" and His hidden buddies including his sadistic father. I was bullied even more by members of the United States Justice Department who completely ignored the stipulated order of protection that was given to them. Who sided with the "Defendant" who is a sexual predator and he is an informant for the Federal Bureau of Investigation.  The "Defendant" knew that I was  a renunciate a Maharani. I made him aware and educated Him about my sincere religious beliefs. Bullying me and making me a target for violence  is the example that the United States justice department is giving  the entire world to follow . There is no question that the "Defendant"  would have felt entitled to harass me and to intimidate  me if he was "not" supported by the Federal Bureau of Investigation. O' Sri Krsna please allow me to hold on to your lotus feet I am your surrendered disciple there is no reason for me to be incarnated into this human body other than to serve you and learn to love you again. I know O' supreme Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya  that being in this world is nothing to be proud of or to brag about.

Tell me,  that they know that I am  working because you work for the state;  the snake the rogue who refuse to do sexual favors for a protected War World 2 Veteran a wife beater who taught his children to beat up on women and to be deceitful and perverse. Your protected War World 2 Veteran who says very proudly that he hates wetbacks and does not want them in this country . Defame me with your racist lies and cruelty get me killed! Turn on that red light ("I am Scientist") in-front of your FBI friendly neighbors the thugs that  think that "femicide is normal"  and think  that is perfectly okay to bully women of color who are religious. Because being part of a military that abuses women and teaches it's soldiers that raping women, cold blooded killing and stealing is honorable. As if being a veteran or a officer or soldier in  the military is something to be proud of.

Furthermore, Your intimidation will not discourage me from reporting discriminatory  dangerous behavior of the greedy ignorant perverse lawmakers including Arcaryas or other clergy that allow women to be abused and support  the abuse of women. These Arcaryas and Clergy with complete awareness of the Absolute truth of why we are here in this world continue to religiously curse women with paralyzing fear and shame in order to protect their self interest and pleasure and to compete with them and to get them out of the way.

To continue to teach men that is perfectly normal to use and hurt women is a criminal act;  to continue to teach men that is normal to force feed themselves with women's sexual energy and emotions and with their tax money and donations that is used to abuse women even more is a criminal act; to continue to manufacture programing that teaches young children,  and young men the many ways to torture and kill women is a criminal act.  There is no man alive that is able to walk or breath on this earth or to hold a position of power anywhere in this world be it in corporations such as Microsoft or Johnson &Johnson  or the  military if these men were not exploiting and forcing women to submit to them in order to be maintained by them.

 It really does not matter if this is "Kali Yuga" or that "this is just the way things are" or that "We don't see anything changing anytime soon" or" that women are inferior to men"  or that Man is the enjoyer and a woman is the enjoyed"  or  "That's not my problem" or "That's your karma"  or that men and women have sexual urges even when they are 90 years of age  and woman should not be roommates with a man because of this  and if you don't agree with what we are saying,  you are saying ... "You are a crazy witch who has sex with demons!"  "you are snake!" or  " Women saints have sex with ghosts and demons in order to become powerful and this act will cause this women saints to fall" O' Acyuta supreme Lord!" Only men  saints can have sex with ghosts and demons  not women,  and men saints  go to the spiritual world for having sex with demons and ghosts and women saints fall and become chickens or cock roaches!"  and if you don't agree and do what we tell you then you are "You are mentally insane" " You are paranoid Schizophrenic" "You are suicidal" "Homicidal" " "You suffer from Autism Spectrum Disorder" (ASD) " or "You are a domestic terrorist! "  and "You are lying drug addict" you are only good for sacred prostitution for rich old men or for the highest bidder or the military, or for drug experimentation such as Fentynal or  Aderol and if you don't do what we tell you then we will call our  buddies at the IRS and report that you don't pay taxes.  O' supreme enjoyer Krsna! please forgive me for committing so many offences that brought me to this abdominal material world consumed with ignorance of  holy men, clergy, military, and scientists, who intentionally curse  religious observant women . If you read the entire Bhagavad Gita you will not find anywhere in this holy book Sri Krsna cursing women in order to control and be maintained by them. If you read the entire Srimad Bhagatam you will not read about any pastime in which the  Lord  is verbally abusing one of his "devotees" calling them  a "crazy witch"  or "sacred prostitute" because they are single and chose not to get married or have children. O ' Shri Krsna  I am the most fallen servant of the servant of that servant's servant approaching you and voicing my concerns is an act to be done with extreme caution;  to call out your name in vane is a severe offence please forgive me for bothering you with my concerns but there is no one else I can turn to.

 In all of our holy books you will only learn about how Sri Krsna took care and protected not only "cows" but women and did not slander them or decapitated spiritually. Clearly the deterioration of this world is not only due to the cold blooded killing of animals in slaughter houses but the ruthless premeditated intentional cruel and sadistic abuse by the men and women ( Women who are trained by men)  who define themselves as " Brahmanas" "Clergy"  and teach the Kshhatriya / Military/ government administrators class to inflict psychological, emotional  even physical trauma into women in order to decapitate them spiritually if they seem too strong.  And, of course, the Vaishyas and Sudras think is perfectly okay to continue to abuse and exploit women. There is no question that irreligiosity has prevailed and that all of this diseases, calamities and wars that torment us are taking place because of the psychological, emotional and  spiritual cold blooded slaughter that is constantly being inflicted into the souls that are incarnated in female bodies by men and the women who assimilate their behavior. Attempting to destroy the love of god from women brings about very grave catastrophes. Attempting to curse the Lords female devotees  into submission is a grave offence at the lotus of feet of the Lord. O' Lord Caitanya supreme personality of godhead cause of causes and all that is only your causeless mercy will put an end to all this suffering.

 In the year 2023 men are still buying women and shipping them from other countries into the United States Of America to make them their sex slaves right under the surveillance of the military this way of life is not "normal". Please let me remind you that this act is a very severe offence at the lotus feet of the Lord.  When you read the Bhagavad Gita and Srimad Bhagavatan you will not find any chapter giving instruction that we are here to exploit women and to abuse them or to allow them to be abused. O' Supreme person!  O' Krsna please allow me to hold on to your lotus feet surely your holy people have deviated from your perfect instruction to protect the self interest and complete ignore the "Absolute Truth!" with complete confidence. Surely, I was so naïve and trusting that the Military and Federal Bureau Investigation were composed of honorable people that were severely under staffed and lacked the technology to help them stop all this criminal behavior but now I know for a fact that I have Zero interest in protecting and serving t the people that pays their salaries and benefits with their tax money. And, rather support and allow criminal behavior to take place and the safety and care of women is the least of their concerns.  Allowing. supporting and manufacturing prostitution is not "normal" and is a grave offence at the Lotus feet of the Lord. Ya! Ya! Sri Caitanya Prabhu Nithiananda! Sri Adevaita Gadadhara srivasadi gaura bhakta Vrinda  Only your causeless mercy will maintain your loving devotees in the divine path of righteousness even if we are suffocating in this ocean of causality we are bearly breathing  and  are completely out numbered by the darkest of ignorance. "Please pick me up from this ocean of death and place me as one of your atoms at your lotus feet.

 This law enforcement men and the women from the Federal Bureau of Investigation "women" trained by men to assimilate their cruel ruthless behavior  continue to do their bullying through the bank tellers of the banks where you have your bank accounts or through the employers "management" that hire you and they continue to inflict psychological trauma because I continue to post stupid insignificant graphics and stupid religious content in a blog that only my drunk degenerate mother reads and because I am a thieve who owes money for a college degree that is not recognize by the department of education in the state of Hawaii a college degree that was issued by the department of education itself? I had every intention to pay my college loan but the department of education of Hawaii did not recognize my degree when I attempted to get a job with this agency that I absolutely qualified for. ( for those of you who do not know this the Department of Education Of Hawaii is part of the Department of Education of the United States of America.)  I am a high school graduate Now. I will take my college degree off my resume because is worthless. I am a victim of a scam conducted by the department of education of the United States Of America  and I wasted several years in college that I could of spent just working in a regular job.

 I will continue to report horrible criminal behavior by the FBI even I am not able to be hire by another company because this agency contacts the employers where you apply to  and continue to spread their  damaging lies, and they share information gather through phone calls. texts and emails and private therapy sessions with the thugs that work with them in order to instigate bullying and make you react violently so they can sustain their fictional psychological profile their narrative that they make up just for fun. I will continue to report criminal behavior by the FBI even if I am not welcome at the temples and ashrams run by people who work with this agency. Let me be clear I am absolutely not an activist. I have no interest in participating in any form of social gathering for whatever reason other to do Harinam Sakirtan or to distribute Prasadan.

Although there is so much to be sad about Hawaii I will love you forever in spite of our differences and I am holding on to Krsna's lotus feet and he is my witness, my prosecutor, my judge,  my attorney my everything! Oh! beloved lord Krsna all I ask is to be in the loving service of your lotus feet birth after birth.  My faith and love for god grows stronger and stronger!  I forgive all of you for doing your best to hurt me. I forgive you for doing your very best to put into practice your psychological warfare and to attempt to drive me insane. I forgive you for doing your best to disqualify me and to make people afraid of me  and hate me so I can get beat up because "I am vindictive".  

I am sure it bothers you that I am not limping in pain anymore and that I am able to walk and that I am not in a wheel chair or walking with a cane. I am sure that it annoys you that I am not drunk or drugged with opioids and legal drugs prescribed by your drug pushing psychiatrists who are ready to diagnose anyone who is an observant  religious man or woman with a mental illness! I am sure it make you sick that I am a loser the very stupid failure of this earth. "the illiterate imbecile "  I will continue to learn to love god and to serve Him. please don't forget premeditating murder is a crime, instigating assault is a crime. Attempting to kill someone is a crime even if they are an insignificant wet back.

Oh, my dear John, at least I did my best Hawaii! I am asking for Lord Sri Krsna Caitanya's causeless mercy that when I am assaulted that I may be killed so I can go back home to godhead it is not my wish  for my life to become a burden to others nor a financial concern.

Oh! Krsna! out of your causeless mercy you allowed my soul to be incarnated in this human body in order to remember to love you and to serve you there is nothing else for me to do here in this abominable life condition  plagued by ignorance other than to glorify your holy name hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna krsna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare, hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna kr hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare.

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at the lotus feet of Srimati Rhadarani. at the lotus feet of Nithiananda Prabhu, at the lotus feet of the six goswanis All glories to Sri Rupa Gosvami, Sanatana Gosvami, Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami, Sri Jiva Gosvami, Gopala Bhatta Gosvami, and Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. I am the servant of that person who is a servant of these six Goswanis the dust of their lotus feet are my five kinds of food stuff! Gaura-premanande (Hari-haribol!) All glories to the Assembled Devotees (Hare Krsna) All glories to the Assembled Devotees (Hare Krsna) All glories to the Assembled Devotees (Hare Krsna) All glories to Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga All glories to to Srila Prabhupada!

Mahalo






Inbound Yoga - Luz de Bhakti -Srila Bhaktialoka Paramadvaiti Maharaj

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